Tuesday, September 28, 2010

Is today my babys birthday???

Our process marches on.  I've completed 95% of our first group of paperwork which feels FANtastic.  The paperwork hasn't been difficult but is incredibly time consuming.  The one good thing about it is that it's pulled me out of my constant mourning for the birth mother.  August and part of September were extremely hard for me in the aspect of concern for the birth parents- particularly the birth mother.  In the near future she will be giving birth to our baby and then ...... the event that brings our baby to us.  It's the ...... that's really hard.  I'm desperately praying for her and feel like I could pray "better" if I knew the situation.  Of course that's impossible.  I dont know if she's going to die or if she makes a conscious decision to give up her baby due to lack of food or .......?  There are tons of things to fill in the .... with.   My major request is that everyone be praying for the birth mother. For her salvation and whatever the unknown situation is.  Please pray that God will grant her immense, unmeasurable peace.

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